~PeNaT bILa BuaT BaIk?~

Assalamualaikum....

For my second entry, i love to quote some verses from our Holy Quran

"So remain on the right course as you have been commanded, [you] and those who have turned back with you [ to ALLAH], and do not transgress. Indeed, HE is Seeing of what you doing"
(Hud : 112)

Need some more? If you check this verse in Quran and recite further, inshallah you'll come accross this verse

"And be patient, for indeed ALLAH does not allow to be lost the reward of those who do good"
(Hud : 115)

Ok, why do i qoute these two verses today? Ni nak citer la ni. Macam ni, pernah tak korang rasa penat buat baik kat orang, tapi those people in return, keep doing something bad to you? Have you ever felt frustrated because although you keep doing good deeds, the bad things or unpleasant incidents keep hunting you? You were lost and couldnt find any way out. You feel depressed and wanna give up. You can't breath, cant sleep well and cant think well? Rasa cm pernah alami tak?

Kenapa yer bila kita buat baik kat orang, kita selalu berharap agar orang tu akan buat baik pada kita jugak? Kita ni buat baik kat orang sebab kita nak keredhaan manusia atau keredhaan Yang Maha Esa? [ouch!] Ok, hari ni kita check balik diri kita, niat kite, kalo tersalah niat, cepat2 la betulkan niat supaya kita tak menyesal kelak.

Masa praktikum ni, so many things had happened to me. I remembered Jaime told me " mula- mula aku ingat masalah aku la yang paling besar, tapi bila tengok engkau, aku rasa insaf". Her words had successfully slammed me back into reality. Bila mana ALLAH uji kita, kalo peringatan tu tak dapat kat kita, harap2 orang lain dapat la belajar dari kita. Life is a constant lesson. I remembered asking myself "kenapa ALLAH uji aku sampai macam ni sekali? kenapa tak uji orang lain jugak macam ni? kenapa aku kena buat baik kat diaorang tu padahal diaorang buat macam2 kat aku?" and in my prayers "Ya ALLAH, i really cant handle them,cant take it anymore, please give me some lights and way out". Bile fikir-fikir balik rasa malu sangat. Bukankah ALLAH tidak akan menguji seseorang melainkan perkara yg mereka mampu untuk menghadapinya? Pardon me ALLAH. Make me a better Muslimah.

So, kesimpulannya, buat baiklah kepada orang without expecting any reward from those people, unless from ALLAH. Check back those two verses earlier. ALLAH, inshallah, tidak akan meyia-nyiakan setiap kebaikan yang kita lakukan. Bersabarlah, kerana sabar itu cantik. Syurga itu mahal harganya. Check balik niat kita. Kenapa mesti rasa penat bila buat baik? May ALLAH bless us all.