~saTu HarI dI bILiK gUru 2~

i was marking my students' essay for the very last time before i leave when suddenly came a teacher out of nowhere and tapped my shoulder.

cikgu: ai..buat ape tuh?
me : tanda essay bdk2
cikgu : [peeking at the book] hisy..buruknye tulisan. buku sape ni? kalo akak...dh pening dh.. takmo tanda terus.
me: [smiling] oh..ni buku ********. Essay dier bagus, saya suke bace essay dier..best
cikgu : huh? bdk ******* tu ke? bdk tu bkn bagus sgt. bermasalah. hari tu dier masuk BBI sbb.....(okay, i cant really tell you readers what had he done)
me: biasa la kak..bdk2 kdg2 ni mmg buat silap. nk try semua bende.sy pn dlu mcm tu jgk.
cikgu: mmg la org lain buat silap. tp x teruk mcm dier. dh la tu ader masalah lain. mcm mane ntah boleh masuk kelas pandai macam tu. tgk tulisan pun dh...ei...
me: [annoyed]. ala..tulisan doktor pn bkn cantik sangat. ni bakal doktor la ni. inshallah [trying hard to smile].
cikgu: ade harapan ke bdk cm2? x nampak gaya langsung. doktor cucuk sendiri kot..*smirking*
me: erk...knp akak ckp xde? akak pn ajar kelas tu jgkke?
cikgu: [taken aback] eh..xde la...tp dier tu akak knal..sume cikgu knal..sbb perangai dier tuh...
me: owh...sy pn knal dier jgk...tp sy seronok ajar dier..sbb dier ader harapan..dier pandai..sy dulu pn teruk jgk..asyik masuk bilik disiplin jek..
cikgu: [memerli] owh..sbb tu la jd cikgu je kn?
me: (eh bkn dier pn cikgu jgk ke?) hm..xde la, sbb tak ramai cikgu2 saya yang percaya saya boleh berjaya. cakap sy macm2...sbb tu sy jd cikgu..sy nk bagi peluang kepada semua org secara adil.
cikgu: ala..masa praktikum ni semangat la..lepas2 tu...hm...ye la...calon praktikum cemerlang kn?

and then she left...God, i really felt like talking back to her..but of course, she does not worth it.
well readers, perhaps she's right. i cant promise myself or anyone that i would still love doing whatever i am doing right now for tomorrows, let alone for the next ten years, but whatever it is,i do hope my passion would never nourish by time. just take a look at these students. each and every one of them has great potential within themselves. they might act stupidly at times, being rude, outsmart you, challenge your, but for God sake, they are still learning about life! *sigh* whatever the other teachers might say...i still love them..each and everyone of them..no exceptional...i learn to accept them they way they are. God, does it really hard to just give a person some good chances? Think about it peeps. Pen-off