~aS if IT is a CurSe...~

I dont know why, it seems that each time I am happy, there would always be something that jeoperdise it. As if I've been cursed, the happiness had never lasted for long. Sekarang ni saya sangat-sangat bahagia and I always smile (I can't tell you why..maybe not now..sorry readers) but I'm so afraid that something, someone or perhaps time would snatch the feelings. Ya ALLAH, rezekikan aku dengan kebahagiaan ini. Namun, sekiranya kebahagiaan ini bukan milikku maka KAU ambillah ia sebelum aku terbiasa dengannya. Ketenangan dan kebahagiaan ini sangat meresahkan. I'm crazy, I know. I'm entering a new chapter in my life. Alhamdulillah. Pen-off.

~a CoNfeSsIoN... of a CoLd HeArTed Me~

I have never been that far
although I have never been that close
you might think I was an ignorance soul
but I did know things
though without you I almost parish
yet, I couldn't afford to be selfish
there might be things that I forget
but never once I hold any regret
you mould me upon becoming whom I am today
a wiser and more matured me
a person who choose to try
rather than to cry
a person who choose to stand strong
even when all goes wrong
and because of that
I thank you for the fond memories
wherever you are and whatever you do
be good..and be happy



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student: Teacher, nah chocolate...
teacher : Chocolate? *blur* er...thanks
student: Ye la..untuk teacher..Happy Valentine's Day *grinning* Mesti teacher sedey kan skrg
teacher : Kenapa plak teacher kne sedey?
student : ye la..sbb teacher kne datang sekolah harini pasal kitaorg. Teacher tak dapat gi dating. Sorry teacher.
teacher : *chuckling* hey, don't be. It's ok really. I don't have any boyfriend pn.
student : teacher tipu. Takkan la orang comel cm teacher xde boyfriend
teacher: buat ape plak nk tipu2. Betol la.
student: tu la teacher. Blajar lg kt luar negara lama2. orang pn tak jumpe teacher.
teacher: *speechless* [am I to be blamed for studying overseas or for not having a bf?]

~To aLL My FrIeNds OuT ThERe~

A woman has strengths that amaze men....

She can handle troubles and carries heavy burdens
She holds happiness, love and opinions
She smiles when she feels like screaming
She sings when she feels like crying
cries when she's happy
and laughs when she is afraid
her love is unconditional
There's only one thing that's wrong with her
She sometimes forgets what she worths...


Please remind me in case I forget. Pen-off.